Let’s bring back summer!!! 💗🌴☀️
Because if you love someone, no matter how many time he/she changed. How he/she became a pain in the ass, a headache or name anything worst/best than this, whatever it is, you’ll hold on, you’ll still stick around because you love him/her so much that how crazy he/she gets you’ll endure everything and not give up.
She deserves better, you say. I say: You’re a goddamn coward. What she deserves is an actual person she can connect with. She deserves you, or me or the entire world; she deserves someone achingly real and honest. She deserves a human being equally raw to pursue her and love her and, perhaps, destroy her emotionally, but she deserves all that as well. She doesn’t deserve anyone’s sugary fairytale. She deserves to float freely, with you, or me, or the world, into the very depths of her own psychosynthesis. She deserves to explore the meaning of the word "intimacy", with someone beside her that will care regardless. She fucking deserves all of it. So, pluck up the courage and be with her or leave her in peace but don’t you dare "sell" her your own "inadequacy" as a lie so that, again, you manage to comfort your conscience and eventually come to feel that you love her exactly because you’re letting her go. Because, darling, that’s bullshit. That’s only you own little self-created lie laying behind a much bigger lie; it’s not even properly concealed within itself, you fucking idiot.
Masaya ako na nakausap ko mama ko, di ko kasi siya nakakausap at di ko kianakausap minsan kasi galit sakin sa kakagimik. Hahaha. Iba talaga pag yung ina mo na yung kausap mo, na kahit ano ka katigas, kasiraulo o ano pa, gagaan at lalambot ka. Iba yung feeling pag kausap mo siya, lalo na pag sa problema. Iba talaga. I feel blessed for having such wonderful, amazing mom.
Kung gagagawa ka ng katarantaduhan, wag na wag mong hayaang madamay feeling mo, learn to control it.
Ako: Bakit ano problema sa sobra?
Dee: Ano naman ang maganda sa sinosobra?
Speecheless ako dito, na medyo natatawa na nasaktan. Para kasing nasaktan din siya dahil sa sobra eh at sa part ko, parang, I can’t make it stop if it still hurts. Gusto ko sanang sabihin na “I’m sorry. But I love you so much and it’s not just good but it’s the best, ever. Cause you see, this is rare, so hard to find, and if you gon’ waste it, you’ll regret it. This may not last, but still I’m taking the risk na mahalin ka ng sobra” Pero madrama na masyado, so jinoke ko nalang siya.